Feelings that I couldn't quite get out.

AHHHH >.< I started going on Xat again. I can't help but be happy & be drawn back to my husband. Well, I read about some things & I found out he could've & did do MUCH better than me, so I feel weird now. We met again RIGHT after we broke up with our lovers. It was heart breaking for both of us. I guess fate wants us to be together. Wow, I can't believe it took we this long to realise this. I feel like a tard now. Nyeh, I have a head ache. I FOUND MY PHONE. SMASHED IN HALF. & I get to stay home tomorrow & babysit the babies. That's an positive & negitave. Well, I can't help but feel positive nowww.