Hey~! April 20th LOL 4/20!!!

Hey world~! I've been sleeping quite crappily lately. Soooo I took a nap yesterday & I slept soooooooo well. I think I should take more naps like this <3 Wellllll, Susan lent me yet another manga & I saw that It was My Faviorite Manga Ever. The one that I read all of last summer at the book store. Haha I rember staying late to read the last volume. I got SO SCHOLDED when I got home >.<( so worth it). Haha I love getting on xat & people are like WHO ARE YOU!? Then, I'm like I'm konan & they're like OH HOW'VE YOU BEEN?!!! I had an AWESOME day. I developed this system. That I call the angel system. Boys who are just kinda side attractions that I kinda like but not quite are black angels, gray angels are boys who I went through a "phase" liking them. Then there's the white angel, the one boy who I'll spend the rest of my life with <3, & lastly there's a cream angel, the one boy who freakin confuses me. No mentions of those who fit in the last two spots. So, the rest of the people in my life are types of angels too. But, they're colored angels. Like Leigha, she's a lime green angel, Chantel is a purple angel. I don't know why, it's just like that. It let's me classify boys & people. Ugh, that boy keeps asking to be my sevie. I DON'T WANT A MALE SEVIE!!! Ugh, he's a brown angel. & the rest of the people who have no connection to me don't have wings, & I decided that he dosen't ethire. & Gari... well Gari's a hot pink angel :3 & Anthony's a gray angel. Hmm...Leigha's comming over on Friday. So I sit behind Jacob in math, he started talking to me & catlin, I was like wtf? He tried to take my pencil & ripped my paper T^T So I was trying to pry him from my pencil & I tore into his skin & I was like awww I'm sorry D: Sp, I'm cutting my nails. He's just a black angel, I'm quite sure that I won't find my shiroi-tenshi in middle school. But I may have, there's a different Jacob, he has alot of health prblems, I originally found him for leigha but... I dunno, At the moment he's just a black angel, nothing more. *Sigh* my dad is sutch a dick. Blah, blah, blah, I just came home, I don't appriciate you telling me that I'm as "dumb as a post". Well I'm gonna get on WLO, babysit for a bit & then, NaP TiMe <3

YO!!!!! VERRY EARLY April 18th 2011

Herro :D It's 1:30 in the morning & I have school today~ Ah, yes, I know -_- But I'm gonna look tottaly awesome tomorrow :D But, for some reason Anthony was up & I asked him what he was doing up this early, trying to make conversation, He's being a real dick. I now think that the only way to talk to him is messiging(Fuck it, it's early) Bleh, I think that I only liked him beacuse I thought he liked me back, damn was I wrong~Eh, but whatever, I can see myself easily becomming friends with him. As mentioned, he's really funny, I like that in a guy. But not, like dating, I think I'm done with guys for the rest of middle school. Unless a hot, like REALLY hot guy who actually says he likes me transfers, we all know that's not gonna happen. I just want another otaku I guess. I think that'd be nice~ Ah I can be sutch a fan girl -_- I actually feel like all of my attraction twoards him is gone. Weird, huh? Well I painted my nails FINALLY. I'm gonna go to school tomorrow & blow them away... with my fresh-out-of-bed face. Joy of all joys~~Ah too negitave x.x Well I still play wlo & I got up like 4 levels over the break :0 I found a new traning spot. It's called pine. (Done with the nerdness). Still waiting for my Kyo(From Black Bird *My faviorite manga OF ALL TIME) Well, I do belive it's youtube time, PEACE <3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Not quite sure what to feel...

Considering, this is my private blog, which I did not post on Face Book, I shall cease all rants of Anthony. (Back to normal) AHHHHH~! I did it~!!!! I asked him if he liked me or not. Juuuust because I was looking up ways to get over him, & BOOM~! I found the answer. It's been hard for me because I didn't know. So I finally asked him & his exact answer was, "As a friend :)" & I was like WTF?!?!?!?!? He said he almost never checks Face Book. So, then why did he send that message exactly one minute after it was sent? It was very quick, Perhaps too quick? Well, I hung on to the fantasy that he still likes me for a total of, 3 or less minutes. Then I was like WhAtEvEr. Though we're going to the same high school, with all the cute boys around, I'm sure I'll live. But,not I have to get good grades this last quarter. I am mystified why I hate homework so much. Some dude tried to hack me on WLO!!!  He just came out with" okay, give me your account name and password" & I was like," I'm sorry~ I don't give those out^^~". So that was the highlight of my day. I know, spring break, so exciting, take your top off break out a beer & drive to Cancun. Sure, if you can drive, drink, & have diplomatic immunity. But, I'm none of those things. So, here was my average spring break schedule(Damn, I hate that word~! Why do I have to use it so much?!): 1pm: Wake up, re-inflate my poped air matress(Thanks,Lucy*Supper fluffy muffin Neko>.<*),1:30pm:Wallow in pain, due to my strep throat.2:30pm:Get on my computer, beg my friends for cough dops.3:30pm: Make oragami hearts out of the wrapers of cough drops & watch anime(I JUST finished trigun~ IT WAS FREAKING AWESOME!!!! & it helped the pain :D) 7:30pm: Roll out of my bed & attempt to eat dinner, reflate the bed.8:00pm, Back to the anime & WLO.4:00am:go to bed.& repeat. That was my spring break, so fun. Atleast I got some sleep LOL HAHAHAH ROTFLCOPTER!!!! Haha okay, that was creepy. Well,my dear blogger, It is time to hunt down some food(I don't hunt animals. Imagine how ridicilous a 14 year old girl running through the streets, a spear in her hand, a cat at her heels, at midnight would look)So,um, bye then <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3~!

Hello~! SUPPER EARLYApril 14th 2011

Herro~! How are you today~? That's delightful. I'm sick T^T &  I have strep throat, so joyful. It hurts to swallow. I ra out of coughdrops though. THey ae my salvation~! They + MEGA strong asprin+antiobiotics=Hopefully soon recovery. I have decided to do some dubs/regular karaoke~! & I shall record them, my voice isn't that bad,or my music teacher dosen't think so :D Butttttt I have a cold sore too. I hate being sick. The anniversary event on WLO is happenning right now~ I have my chacrter on auto. So I'm going to continue watching Trigun~Not alot is happenning. Except for, I'm going over to steal some cough drops from my friend Jeanie tomorrow~ SHE HAS AN ENTIRE BAG!!! I hope they don't suck...Well, byeeeeeee<3

Re-April 11th 2011

Heyyy, got the laptop charger back~! So, The last post was kinda er....BUT anyways, I do belive, the I shall tell you of something other than my teenage angst. It's spring break~! Yes, I know, I should have my top off & be in Cancun right now. But I prefer, for my breaks in school, to laze around the house, wear nothing but pjs, watch anime, read manga, frequently update my FaceBook status, & waste masses of time on WLO. I dropped this ornament today & it stabbed me in the hand! Right inbetween my index & middle finger~! Ow its rather painfull >.< On new years, this year, I tripped over my mini-stool & it gave me this realllly bloody bruise on my pinky toe. Today, I was clipping my toenails, it's approximately flip-flop weather here, & I started clipping my pinky toe & basically all of my pinky toe nail came off~! I wish myself good luck explaining that the the person that does pedicures. It's only Sunday & I  get an entire week to myself. I may laze around (Most likely option) or I may do something else. I LOVE staying up suuuuupper late on my vacations. I honestly belive two things, 1. that I have parasites & 2. that I'm nocturnal. OH~! I got a queen sized air matress & it has a hole in it somewhere, so it's deflating REALLY fast.Ah, & I went to tour my new high school. IT WAS AWESOME!!!!!!! It's the largest school in our district. I'm not sure if that's good or bad...I should re-name  my blog Bailey's world :D Well. I think I'm just gonna keep this on & write my thoughts down WITH the time so here it goes:(1:03am) Tottaly bored, making silicon on WLO.(1:19am) I feel like I finally have WLO down again, it feels awesome >U<(1:25am) I took my gauges out a coupple hours ago & they still fit~! <3(1:34am) At xat w my friend^^~(2:08am) Kinda upset...But oh well^^~(3:06)Happy again :)(3:30am) Going to bed...Upset my night was cut short.. but oh well, there's always tomorrow night~ I just didn't feel like talking to him anymore~ Peace^^~

Recently

I feel like my sister has been tottaly ignoring me. By the way, do you like this font better? I do. So, she's been in a numb-like state since the beginning of this week. The begining of this week, she was verry sick. She made Steve baby sit though, I would have done it gladly. & she stayed in her room the entire time. She told me that I didn't do sh*t. If she had asked me I would have. I spent the time she was sick in my room, out of the way. Then I was asking her if she would like help, & she said that "She would call me if she needed my help". Now, this was a warning sigh, that things were going to get much worse. Today, she asked me to run errands with her. I did, we had to take the babies, & Steve was FINALLY leaving. So, I wasn't about to refuse the offer. I went with her, she dropped off applications at some places & we got some gas, she was FINALLY warming up to me. So we got home, all was back to the numb-like state mentioned earlier. I have no idea what I did. So, now she's being a b*tch again. I got the laptop charger ALL this week (Which was a quite large bonus for me). & she has been sending me to my room this entire time, which, really pisses me off, what makes her belive that she's in sutch a high position? Okay here's the(My computer just alerted me that I have 10% left, thanks, Brionne) line of power in my house Dad-Brionne_Me. That's right, I have the lowest amount of controll in this house. & it really pisses me off how some of the people*cough*Brionne*Cough* treat me in this house.To her, I'm not her sister, I'm just some fat, lazy, nusience layzing aroung the house, making messes all day. She pretty much hates me. She was all laughing with Steve & then when I went in there & sat on the edge of the chair, which a baby was sleeping on, she was like, GO IN YOUR ROOM. That reallllllllly pissed me off. It's like the first coupple of weeks she went out with Steve. I don't exist unless I'm a nussiance, again. I want to slap that woman & tell her to get off her high horse, & infact someday I will.I'm not as pissed off as I am, disgusted, upset, & other mixed feelings with Brione. THAT is the end of  my rant I have Some stuff to do, & 9% left, so I'm gonna end this. "Peace to my lovers, haters & masturbaters"-Shimmycocopuffs.

Konnichiwa~! Earrrrrrly March 27 2011

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~ I've spent the day leveling up & mega manufacturing on WLO & actually I still am~! Each 2 minutes I have to go back to WLO (It's in a different window) & begin manufacturing yet MORE Iron material combined with charcol, makes steel, which, is being used to make Grinding Equipment, Which, will allow me to make quite a bit of the things that I need. For example, rivets, which, are made out of wood, which I have loads of. Ahhh, since I started writing this, I've made 3 Iron Materials & right now I'm doing the charcol(Yes,yes I know I didn't spell  that right, it's 2am here~ Yes, I do stay up late when I can. Can you IMAGINE how F***ed up my sleep scedual is gonna be in summer?!). Sooooo, I had this supper weird dream about this boy that I know named Troy. For a LOOOOONG time I thought I was in love with Troy. It ends up that there's just a lack of cute boys who are nice & like me at my middle school. (OHHHHH & I had an orientation for my high school~! It was magical, thank you for asking) Poor Troy :( He actually likes me, or so I have reasonable sussipicion to belive. OH MY GOD (Making steel 1/5 right now.) I'm planning on getting an honor's degree, meaning, that I have to take atleast 8 official honor's courses, & take a forgien language~! At first first sight of this, I thought Pshhhhhh I'll easily get this, I rock at Japanese!!! Then, I begin looking through the avaliable languages. All they have is Spanish, French, & Paiute. You could guess what I chose. French, right! Well, when I was in like 5th(?) grade, we read a book about early school life, & I got inspired to look in our (HUGE at the time) library ( Our librarians were'nt bitches, which at my current school, are & I spent most of my time there) & I found a rather large book on it. So, one of the things I rember, is that ladies mostly took finishing school, & I found that they learned currsive, Frentch, manors etc So, I was like pshhhh why not? Every female can stand to be more lady-like. So, that's how I picked French. So, back to Troy. Well I had this nightmare about him. Er, not sure if I would call it a nightmare, but judge it after you hear it:I was in this room with a lot of computers & a cheap wooden floor. I was kneeling next to Troy. Here's the dialouge that followed:Bailey(B):"You play WLO?!" Troy(T)"Yup"B:Woooow you're sutch a high level!!(T) Yeah, I've been playing for a while. B:Oh, you should add me"T:"Okay. So then I walked away, got on myself, & got off, walked back & then kneeled & started talking to him again. B: Hey~ T: Hey sweetie. At this point I was blushing eally hard. He asked me if I wanted to be his girlfriend & I was Like Yes!!( I don't rember his exact words, but I managet to squeeze a "Honey" Our before saying goodbye)& then I woke up, it WAS Saturday, & here's what went through my mind: OMG~!!! My alarm clock didn't go off!!!! S**t NOT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!! Damn you AT&T!!!!!Oh well, I'm going back to sleep. So, I fell back aslep & my dream contimued somehow: I was at this really ugly appartment, at the time was owned by Leigha & her family. & I was sitting on the coutch, chillin' with Leigha, when all of a sudden, this bar goes on the t.v. It looked like the applause meeter on Guitar Hero kinda. & it was bright green & Said "Good". Orange, " Okay". Yellow"Bad". Red :Critical, Going to meltdown.".(Steel 2/5 finish)& then you know when it's SUPPER HOT & you can see the heat waves raising from pavement & stuff?? Then That was every where & I was like OMG Where's Troy?! I I had to ask this girraffe looking guy. He said "Troy's in toe boiler room. He's got Yatzhee!!!" & I ran to the boiler room (I call it the boiler room, but it was the thing that was going on meltdown) So I was like Troy!!!!!!!!! & He was holding a hand of cards, smieling at me, playing yatzhee with some guy & I ran up to him, hugged him, grabbed him by the hand & an the hell out of there! So, i was sitting at Leigha's old appartment's huge table, & i was like did you try to kill yourself?! & He was like Yeah. From that point, I don't rember much, except being on this pirate-type ship, going nside the ship it's self & seeing Troy's bleeding arms. It looked like he had slit his arms all the way up his arms. I was crying & I kissed him & Said, " Don't ever do that again." I think the meltdown part, is fear from the reactors in Japan. I also have been having Zombie nightmares. I just was looking up the latest news about this & I almost fainted when I sawThis. (Steel start 3/5) Ah, my stomach is still having cramps from this. & when I awoke, I layed there for a coupple of momments trying to collect my thoughts, the first of them was, If he wanted to be with me, spend his life with me, then why did he keep trying to end it, cut our time short?