The 35th Post~! March 23rd 2011

Hallo world~! Today was an awesome day!!!!!!!!!!! X3 I stayed home, I was up till 11 last night babysitting~ BUT Tomorrow is my high school orientation~! & I am so excited~! I'm taking Leigha with me & we're going home together~! AHHHH It's been so long since I've made an entry here~! Well I got the money so I can go to 6flags on Memmorial day weekend with the chior, band, & strings~! It was $65 total~! That was a lot of money~! But I get to go with people that enjoy music also. Ahhhhhhh today was a good day. Dad didn't get mad at me for staying home, I think he knows that I just needed a day off. Well, the charges on my phone bill showed up again~ Most of them from early Feburay, though I didn't charge any in February. Weird...But my math teacher is going to Afghanistan(Tried my best to spell that one.) Tomorow is going to be intresting. OH & I got a new email~! It sounds quite pretty~ It's called MusicAndRose I love it X3 It was inspired by my FB profile picture. Well, I have to continue reading this book, it's due tomorrow, Leigha lent it to me~ It's called Timeless & I highly reccomend it.I'm on page 232 out of 2 days with this book I LOVE IT SO MUCH & Leigha's getting the second book :D  Well night OH OH OH CHIOR FESTIVAL ON FRIDAY~!!!!

That really pisses me off Brionne

Brionne had her kids, but I don't think the hormones have worn off yet. She keeps saying " Well I had a hell of alot more to do when I was 14" So the fuck what? I'm a diffrent person than you, I have a diffrent life. Things change. My job is to go to school & live life. You don't even have a job right now so you have no say in the conversation. It really pisses me off when she says crap like When I was 14... I list my virginity, i had my first kiss Blah Blah Blah. I don't care. I'm 14 but I'm not you. I don't have a crush. If I were to have my first kiss then Oh big woop, it's over in seconds & we move on. I'm so tired of her comparing herself to me. I'M NOT YOU LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE ABOUT IT.

Wow it's been a long time

For the past 2 days there's been 3 things: Sleep, not enough, Home work, tooooo much, & Blogger, not enough. Well earlier I said his time in my heart is limited. Well last month I set a date & that date is comming up verrry soon. I still have yet to do my homework. I only have to do a bit of marchuck,& a double sided super easy math page. Why aren't I doing it right now or earlier? Well I was lacking motivation so I took a nap. THat nap lasted a looong time & I finally got a belt. It's good looking, I hope it works good. Was that proper choice in words? Does it matter? Well I don't think it's good to answer a question with a question. I'm sitting in the living room. My sister keeps sneeking on facebook. I wasn't minding it at first...But I think she's taking it to extremes. Nonetheless she does stay home all day. I would apriciate it, Though if she got on when I wasn't home. I made her an account on my computer. She looked up my cousins on facebook. I hate when they only have womans & girls. No teen? Damn. Ugh I have no idea what's wrong with me. I lack motivation & whenever I just look away people ask me if I'm sad. I'm not sad. Well honestly, I kind of am. I kind of wish he would transfer. So I wouldn't have to deal with it. Lateley I've just had a serries of bad days. Except yesterday. Yesterday was fine. I think I'm starting to hate Fridays. Apparentley I have a test EVEREY FRIDAY. In math, & science. Pretty soon we have a dance. It's for people with cs or higher in all of their classes. I think I might be able to go to this one~ Well it depends if my friends can go. I think it's reasuring just to know that I'm passing my classes. Ah I'm tired even though I slept from 4 to 9. I;m still tired. I don't want to spend half my day taking a nap. I wish that I never had to sleep & it never affected me but I could sleep if I wanted to. Have you noticed that Orange County Choppers has turned into a total drama. It's so stupid. It's like jersey shore for motorcyclists. I wish me & my dad went to more things together. I'm so tired of school. I don't like the people there. Evereybody thinks it's a joke. I'm just tired of it. Today I wrote about mom. I almost cried. I try not to think of her in that way anymore, It makes me too sad. I think I'll do my homework soon. I'm gonna have dessert first though. Sorry I don't write much But sleep gets the best of me from time to time. Wensday I got my day out, somebody actually listend to me & how my day was. Wellllll bye.

walking home from another boring day~ i think we're drifting apart well more later my hands are cold.

at this moment im walking ho.comme again nothing better to do then this i cant see off the glare on my phone so excuse mis spelled wors. today has been extremeley sucky. i got little to no sleep. i over slept this morning. the snoze button is begining to be my enemey. do you like this style of writing better?? our english teqacher taught it to us today. ahhh today was & is horrible. that was just a mini explinaton of my entry after i do my home work then we'll resume till rthen peace

at the moment im sitting on a crowded bus. i am in sutch a bad mood I'll expalin later this is just a prep for the mass of text hat is going to happen laer

Happy New Year & It's Late.

Bleh~ Hello. Why am I up at 11:48 pm? Yes I did get my homework done. 7 hours ago. Ugh I woke up minutes ago & I ate 3 tacos from taco bell & I feel HORRIBLE. I drank like 2 cups of water. I had no idea I was so thirsty, but I keep throwing up in my mouth. It tastes like tacos & that would be fine if it wasn't acid too. Today was a bleak dark day. I did however got to hang out with Leigha & Chantell however. Snow flake got a haircut, of which I think looks okay, & I told her,"If you love somebody you don't care what their hair looks like" & it's true. I think if he wants to let somebody massacre hair like that more power to him. I think it's sweet how he let his mom talk him into it. Eh, no I'm not a stalker, I saw his family at a concert once. Well all I'm going to say is that his days are limited in my heart unless he makes a move in a short time frame, & come on we all know that's never going to happen so I'm already starting to detach myself. Have you noticed that when I'm tired I get really negative? I'm staring down a order of cinnamon twists. I so want to eat the but at the same time I don't know what they're going to do to my stomach. Oh & sorry if there's errors like spelling grammar punctuation. It's almost tomorrow do you expect me to be an expert now? That's why we do our home work when we're conscious. Well, this happened yesterday too. Although I woke up at 12 & fell back asleep at 3. God damn, winter brake was wild. I still have silly string allover my floor. I'm sitting here my butt huts, I'm listening to idolm@ster & I feel horrible, Nothing could be worse. & on top of that it's 300 degrees in my room. Even though I'm wearing summer pjs I'm sweating. Yes, I did turn my heater off. Ahhhhh I'm dieing -_- There most fixed. Eh I think I'll catch up on my anime & eat those cinnamon twists with added water of course. Well Night people (By the way did you see my fish??? Click in the middle of the picture it's cool~)